Really struggling with my mind today. My sane brain is telli

Really struggling with my mind today. My sane brain is telling me that I need to eat, but Ana is in my other ear telling me all of the horrible things that will happen if I do end up eating. Guess I really just need some encouragement. I feel alone, like nobody understands. I just want to eat and not feel like a failure.

Welcome. You wanting to be able to eat and not be tortured by food is a good thing. How long have you been in this "transition?" Are you getting any help for it yet?

Not sure if this will help but there's nothing wrong with a little curve. And it won't happen after just a few meals, either.

I am a 20 year old man and I am currently struggling with the same feelings. He guitar and shame I feel when I eat is something I don't feel like anyone could understand. Idk how much that helps but just know you aren't the only one out there who feels this way