I have had the most amazing month of my life. I love my new job so much I want to be there all the time. The people are incredible and the work is very fulfilling. I feel so confident all the time while I am there. Home is great too. My husband and I are doing really well and now that I have a regular income a lot of our stress is gone!
The best part of this is that my ED behaviors are completely GONE!! The thoughts are pretty much nonexistent too. As long as I do things right, (like not examine myself in the mirror and eat when I'm hungry but not starving) I really feel free from all of the past obsessions :-)
I can't even begin to describe how happy I am now and how much my life has changed in the last year! I think it might be time for my recovery tattoo ;-) I know it seems soon to declare myself recovered so I am holding back from doing that, but I am definitely in the final stage of recovery and super close to complete freedom. Now I need to find a way to give back!