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Environmental reasons are the cause of my depression…
Relationships and Divorce…
Timid & social shyness… a social shame of being this…
Without family & friends … no buddy or anyone to ask…
Professional medical who use tricky and deceive… that is a cause to injury…
Employer who terminated employment for seeking professional medical help…
A justice department that does not uphold the law in medical confidentiality and privacy with employer…
Income loss…& property loss… unemployable over a medical condition…
Bills that I intended in good faith to pay … not possible when injured by medical professionals.
People who agree to pay for your materials and services (labor)… but don’t; intentional fraud; deception.
Survival… how too? Overwhelming from day to day… an anxiety… cause of greater depression…
NOTE:
I am not a rocket scientist nor am I stupid, but when it comes to depression and it’s causes I know very well the causes…Environmental Reasons. Now there is a difference to have a physiatrist say it’s a chemical imbalance is the cause, that’s just wrong… and does not address or adjust the environmental issues… is another cause to injury, pushing drugs!
When people get burnt they loss trust…they become susceptible to injury to themselves and others…physiatrist just don’t get it. It will be a cold day in Hell before I do that again!
Have an question…Ask and will expand…. This is just a brief outline for now, I joined yesterday.
Best Wishes … looking forward of meeting you all, to a better understanding and knowledge you/me can use!
Hi again. Welcome to the group.
just a quick thought the envirimental things might not be so noticable to you if the chemical imbalance wasn't there to start with. Just a thought not an argument.Out of curiosity and if relivant I might undrstand better how were you injured or what is your injury?
Laurie
In regard to your post Laurie...
thanks for asking!
If one is relativy happy and stable in life...and suddenly the events of the world collied to make your life unstable those are evironmental issues, factors created by man and not by nature of a chemical imbalance. There is a difference between chemistry and experiences.
You ask how was I injured...
It was by man...
who destroyed trust, confindentiality, a lively hood,and nurmous other factors contributing. When you need a safe place in medical professionals to talk and expected to be protected...it's not right to breech it.
TAKE SPECIAL NOTICE:
The post is just a brief outline and not in depth to much to cover. If you read between the lines you will find ... the "Root of Depression" each identifys having its own chapter or a book of life.
Hope that answered your question.
Thanks once again!
I don't know what I can say to help you feel more whole again. i understand that you have no one you can trust right now. As for the environmental factors I do concur but I also disagree. Our illnesses are triggered by emotional environmental stimuli. But it is still triggered none the less. We are feeling desperate at this time in our lives and you have to realize that you simply cannot help it. I also see your point about the drug pushing. For so many years i resented them for making me their own personal test subject with every different medication under the sun. i hated them because why after all these years was i not getting any better? But I can say that some of what I am on now has soothed the savage beast so to say a bit. i'm far from better, I have a book, as I'm sure you do, of personal issues and faults of my own. I'm an open book right now and very vunerable, but I'm finding my strength because i don't want to be sick anymore. my mind goes a mile a minute and i feel bogged down and helpless. But I also find myself brave for letting others become more of a support system for me. Just as you are doing right now. I find peace that you are reaching out and I hope you accept our help. No more encriptions, just slowly let us in. How are you feeling today for example? Has anybody even asked you that? Even yourself? I'm asking you right now, how was your day going and whats been going on in your head. How are YOU doing today? Look in the mirror, see what you see and feel those thoughts running through your core. Come back and tell me, even with tears streaming what did you conclude? How are you right now, at this very moment. I give a **** and I hope you'll return and let us know how you've been.
soulkiss!! once again, your wisdom and empathy is empowering!
woodchuck, i am so sorry you had to lose faith in other humans like this. i try to imagine what you have been through and what i understand is that your depression is dependent on other people.
is there possibly ANYone in your life you still trust?
if not, do you trust YOURSELF?