Just little over a week ago I thought I had no one or help or even sanity My ex had left me a little over 90 days ago 30 of them I didn't know we were separated I know I know how could you not know easy he told me he was going to move ahead of me to another state and we would later move up there too. I had a mental break down and the day after I was released he served me with divorce papers and the next day custody papers .
THE INSANITY MAN THE INSANITY
I was a mess no husband no money no home no car and my kids were being turned away from me. I felt lost confused and my world was filled with a crippling fear. I had turned to my God gave it to him but that didn't seem like enough for me yes I talked to him and yes he talked to me but why was I shaking like I was in a bowl of ice water my body had uncontrollable jerks like I had body turrets or something. I didn't have any where to go or anyone that could understand what was happening to me I felt like I was going insane.
SANITY OH MY SANITY
One day out of desperation I googled divorce support groups and WHAM BAM Here I was in a place with others who could understand this scary nasty world I was now in and they shared with me their stories they even in their pain and fearful world gave me hope held my hand offered hugs and then they helped me understand that I wasn't alone OMG I found I could breath again I had hope again I know this is going to be a long road and that there are no quick answers there are allot of tears yet shed but I know I am strong well at this moment I am that no matter what tomorrow brings I have a place to come to to cry to laugh and to hope with and for all that I say THANK YOU
YOU are very WELCOME!!
I have to say that I too out of desperation stumbled onto this site for eating disorders.
I strongly believe that GOD led me to this site. I too have doubted God but am starting to see he is working in my life.
This place gives me a place to talk and to feel less alone. This place helped me through some very tough times and decisions and still is.
Im happy you found this place too!
love and Hugs
AG♥
I remember when you came on here and reading your first post it broke my heart to hear what you were/are gong through and I wanted you to know that you are not alone.
Oh AG you know how I feel about you I count you as one of my dearest life lines you grabbed me up when I was so lost gave me hope when I had none kept me going when I wanted to just fall You are a very dear friend who I am SO THANKFUL GOD BROUGHT TO MY LIFE