Earlier I had symptoms like feeling 2 people inside me..meaning I used to look at my pics and think it is not me but a third person I am looking at and used to feel sad for her-cry for her- like I would for a friend!
The latest news is now....I still feel 2 people inside me- but I feel scared to look at myself in the mirror. It seems like I have some evil power inside me- I really felt scared of myself last night. I had to switch onn the lights to sleep...else I was very scared of myself! Please help...
1) Am I going MAD?
2) Is this stages of depression?
3) Is this normal, because I am lonely and had a break up?
Hi Geet, Your symptoms are shared by others including me. I have evil thoughts sometimes. I think that the devil is actually controlling my life and does good/bad things to and for me. It really bothers me. From my research I have found that these thoughts are called "intrusive thoughts" and are related to OCD. I belive that Depression and OCD go hand in hand. There is a group for OCD here. Maybe you could find some help from others. Akita
Your not going mad, I went through this a couple years ago when my depression started to worsen. Sometimes I still have convos with myself; I used to isolate myself x.x;. Maybe it is that you are in need of some help and that your feeling unsure about yourself. Maybe, if you have depression, it is starting to get worse.
Do you ever get evil and bad thoughts in your head, just pop in. ???
I never would ask a councelor or doctor becuase not all are good or care they prejudge and lable.
BUT WOW, again something lifted and a light in my head.
I AM NOT ALONE.
THNAKS FOR SHARING !!!! You made me feel much better...
I think when you find answers you heal yourself too.
Doctors and Medicine are need SOMETIMES and are good and can help BUT many give TO MUCH or not enough and prejudge and label, etc... So finding a good Doctor is KEY !
MAN Seriously I wondered about that so MUCH !!!!
THANK YOU
opps and PS...
If it is that bad PLEASE Seek Help. You can not be scared of yourself.
I have been scared of my thoughts some times and wonder if I were drunk or other would I do those things ???
I get some Vidid can feel them and taste them kind but usually just a flash or moment thought and I now...
PUSH them Out each time they come, seems to have helped me..
Just when ti happened, Control your mind and PUSH it out think about something you like or that will make you think hard...