Seeing one of my best friends try on her wedding dress has left me feeling a little sad. *sigh*
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MagiaMoonlight I feel the same every time I see a young person get married. I feel for my beautiful 28 yr. old daughter who has schizophrenia. The symptoms you have I had when I was younger. I had an verbally and mentally abusive father. My biological clock was ticking and I wanted kids so bad. We marry what we think we deserve. What did I do? I married someone just like my dad and went through 15 yrs. of pure Hell! I still cannot stand the site of him or talking to him. We have to though because of my ill daughter. Don't make the same mistake as I did. I am now remarried for 15 yrs. to someone else who treats me much better.
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I almost got married once, to an awful person...I was going to settle because I was young, naive, and jealous of my friends. I am not that person anymore though. I just....I guess that there is still a part of my that wishes that someone would look at me the way most men look at their bride on their wedding day. It's almost magical you know...
Maybe someday.
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@MagiaMoonlight I can relate to every word! Except the ‘almost got married’ bit…I didn’t go there ever. But the rest of it, yeah, you could be standing over my shoulder and looking at my wish list!
Hey you might catch the bokay
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I understand how you feel :(
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