My name is charles and i was sexually abuse when i was 17 and i did not identfied the person, this trama was in the us army. i been holding this trama for over 25 years and i was asame to tell anyone, how do i let this out. i have no male friend because i push all males away....they think i gonna snap
well, first of all, you could seek councilling advice or have therapy treatment to free your mind a bit so it does not think to much about your trama.
i have heard of others who were in the military who were in the same situation. i can tell you that there are other vets out there just as mad as you are who need to talk to someone.
at www.ptsd.va.gov/professional/pages/military-sexual-trauma...
the va is well aware of the problem so you are not alone.
as a matter of fact there have been lawsuits earlier this year-
www.navytimes.co from feb 2011 was covering a federal case.
there is some good news perhaps, i don't know your situation, there are treatment options out there that do work. EMDR is one, Lifespan integration is another. the book "the courage to heal" is directed at women, however it has resources listed inside for men as well. those are reliable. i believe.
* there is help out there...
warm wishes
sun