Shit. My 5 year old just walked in on me purging. I don't de

****. My 5 year old just walked in on me purging. I don't deserve to be this child's mother. He doesn't need to see this awful disease. I got so mad with him, I asked him to not bother me for 20 minutes. What the f*** is wrong with me.

It is a harsh life. No he doesn't need to see that but best to be truthful in a good way. Showing him is not right but you are human. You have a condition and it's a medical condition. Although it is a mental issue that usually caused it. I thought I was fat as a teenager and gave myself bulimia. I think you should not punish yourself or your child. Just give him a hug and explain the way you handled it was wrong. Show your love sweetie.. Hugs :-)