So, Going Down This Road Again

Mental Health Eating Disorders & Body Dysmorphia
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My lips are chapped from purging so much the last 2 days.
My throat is raw, I coughed up blood today, and couldn't breathe correctly for an hour because when I inhaled a sharp pain shot through my abdomen.

I took a shower and because of puring and restricting I couldn't stay in long because the pounding water on my head made me feel faint. I tried eating and it ended up making me sick.

So here we go again...I don't want to do this. I am going to call my doctor Monday. This isn't ok and I am not going to pretend it is. I am not going to make excuses for my behaviors. I am just admitting them--getting them out there.

~Ashley

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It is a good thing to get it all out. It can be a sweet release. I've had many days where I get this way as well. It can be so alarming to start coughing up blood. You are doing the right thing by calling the doctor. It takes a lot of courage to admit when you can't do it alone.

Know that you have a lot of support! If you ever need to talk I'll be here.

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Ashley

I am glad you have made that decision to see your Dr.GOOD for you..Im happy your being honest about this..you so don't want to down that road again.

Love you!
AG♥