So, I never imagined I'd be doing something like this, I'm o

So, I never imagined I'd be doing something like this, I'm one of those "I don't need help I'll be fine by myself people" well, not anymore. Things have been extremely hard lately, I've lost everyone close to me. Literally everyone. I try so hard not to do it but I can't help pushing people away. I've ruined things with my baby's father, idk how to go about it. It kills me to see him but I don't want to be one of those parents that keeps the kid from the dad. I just feel so alone, with no one to listen to me. I guess I'm just looking for people to tell me I'm not alone and that everything will be alright. My mind is so negative right now. I've been dealing with self harm for 8 years on and off and I recently had a relapse, why can't I stop myself? Why am I such a failure...

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not a failure! Every time you struggle and strive toward self love, and respect is a day of victory. Failures in the past, doesn't dictate what your future might be. You can do this.

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