So I thought I've been taking the news that I had herpes prrtty well. In a weeks time I felt empowered and that this wasn't going to defeat me. Today I took a brutal blow when I received an email from my bf who's been so "supportive" with his negative test results and the word "bye". I'm in a dark place feeling stupid and less than a woman. How many times am I going to go through because of this? I dnt know if I'm strong enough to deal with this constantly.
I am sorry dear. I have been through this many time now and before this. It is a big hit to the chest for sure. Just remind yourself that it happened for a reason. The right one will come along soon enough. All you can do is process this situation and move forward. Someone out there will love us for who we are and what we come with.