So mad at myself

I literally planned a b&p today. Thought about it, convinced myself it was a good idea thought about how wonderful it was going to be while i sat in class and then went out and seriously f*cked up. Not a good feeling. Normally its spuratic and impulsive but this time i legitimately planned it. I hate this ED and I hate the way I feel...another crap day

You planned but did you follow through? Tommorow is a new day, you can't change what has already happened but you can strive for a different tommorow.

I did. That is why I am so upset/dissappointed