Someone I enjoyed starting to get to know may die of cancer. It reminds me of watching other people I love go through it and later lose their battle. Also, I get to continue to face my truama this week. I finally get to tell the doctor about my sexual truama I'm nervous and just want to get this over with. I hope that none of this details my goals that I want to accomplish.
Ok. I did it. I don't know how I feel right now exactly.
@Sami77 I’m really proud of you
It was really triggering for me while I was getting checked out and waiting for that to happen. The doctor was understanding and very gentle with me though. She did find something minor and it freaked me out a little but everything is going to be ok.
@Sami77 Hugs you’re so strong