i just need to get my mind off everything. im really lonely and iritable right now and i just need human contact. if anyone is reading this now please message me or even aim or something.
hello 3000 I am here. I hope you realize that you will get all the support that you want.
I'm here... what's on yourmind tonight?
YAY! please call me jessi :)i feel like ive done enough complaining about my life for at least a week. so tell me about yoU!
are you saying your name is Jessi?
I will keep it positive... I complain too much too... I am 34, a mom to two amazing boys, I live inthe South, but I ama Northern girl... Washington state is my real home. I used to paint, I studied it in school but I let that go... I need to get that back again.. right now I knit... I find it works like meditation for me... plus it brings ain a little xtra money...
hey jessica i like your picture my names jessica too sorry this is kind of a strange request but ive had a rough day and a terrible month and i just want some distraction
is there an IM on here?
ive always wanted to learn how to knit! right now i just sew. i make a bunch of stupid stuffed animals but theyre not really animals theyre food with faces. im not sure why i do that but theyre cute!
having IM on here would make this a lot easier right now but i dont think there is. i do have AIM if that helps?
I can't stay on for long because I had a long day and am so tired and have to get up all night with my baby if he wakes... which of course he will... but i can stay for a few.
the food with faces isn't weird... I make monster dolls you shoudl totally learn to knit... I've never made a scarf or anything... they bore me... I like three dimensional stuff... it's beena rough month for me too... no that's stupid to say... none of this is new.. I just act like it is, LOL
yeah i should be going to bed ive been up since 445 this morning and worked 10 hours in a restaurant with a broken a/c!! oooo monster dolls sounds fuN! have you ever been on etsy.com? they have a bunch of neat stuff but id never buy anything from there just get ideas to make stuff. how old are your kids? whats their names?
I'm sorry I really shouldn't have started a conversation when I was this tired... i just couldn't read you request for a kind word without responding. go put on some great music... spoil yourself somehow... paint your nails or something... I will be on tomorrow and will talk toyou more.
I have a 22 month old named jack and a 7 month old named Luke. I love Etsy... if I had money I wouldn;t for long because I would go broke shopping on there, LOL.
I have an idea... I used to do this and it felt so good... lie back, close your eyes and imagine scraping all of the crap that poisons your body and soul from the inside of your body, start at your head, scrape it from inside your scull... from behind your eyes that make you see things in the world as being shi##& when they might not be so shi##&, from the back of your throat where it makes you speak negatively... from around your heart, from the pit of your stomach... just work down and imagine taking all of that rot out of your body... it;s a good way to falla sleep... bythe way I have teeth dreams too... I hear they have to do with fear of death.
ooo baby crying... I need to go tuck him in again, then I need to go to sleep... take it easy Jess... I like your pinup girl picture by the way, she's amazing. Hopefully I will talk to you tomorrow.
sorry didnt mean to keep you up! go sleep! and thats an interesting way to fall asleep. hm if only everyone could do that. its been good talking with you!! hopefully well talk soon again. now go to bed and dont dream about your teeth falling out! :P
I didn't mean to not keep my promise to talk to you... things just got worse for me... and i had a lot to deal with... i woulod like to recieve some GOOD news for once... for things to get BETTER instead of worse. I feel like Alice falling down down down the rabbit hole.
yeah i dont really have any good news either. This past month has been the worst in my life. Right when i think ive hit the bottom things just get worse. :(
exactly how i feel... but the bottom is down there somewhere... then the only way is up
Hi Pipgirl new to this group, but I alredy feel the warmth and support everyone gives to you, I am here if you ever need a ear .. but so is alot of folks :-) .. you seem to be a nice person and I will pray for you and send you a bit of strength from Georgia
Frederick