Sometimes i imagine my funeral so i could imagine all the people who i care about (my boyfriend), who dont care about me, cry and mourn. I feel like the only way to get an emotion out of him towards me is by an extreme "event". so i could be happy to know that in someway i was loved and important to him.
oh, we are not sharing secrets?
sorry, i thought we are.
sometimes i imagine im going to find my body lying somewhere lifeless and dead.
And you are the soul?
I do the same thing. I was at my cousin's funeral a few weeks ago and could only think about what would be said if I died, who would do the eulogy, who would be there...
I'm so sorry for your cousin.
I'm right here if you need me!
@ThePurpleToffee if you really want to get emotion from him, picture his face when he gets the bill for this hypothetical funeral.
not being mean, just trying to lighten your load and make u smile 
Soz. I was married for 23 yes, I know wat would make him cry lol
I didn't mean you!!!! I just wanted to lighten things fir you xxx stay strong xox