Standard Northguy Ramble
Made out to the griefshare meeting yesterday, so I'm now earning a D for attendance, heh. It was alright, talking about with people is nice, the videos alternate between good, boring, and giving me a case of facepunchingitis.
Facepunchitis is the term for the desire to punch overly smiley people in the face as they talk about horrible tragedies in a way that i imagine is supposed to be uplifting, but really just irritates me. Despite clear evidence for its existence, this term has not yet adopted by science.
But yeah, it's a positive so far so i think i'll keep coming to those meetings.
Terribly anxious this morning, probably just due to a couple of anxious days building that up in me. I made another phone and finally got the insurance paperwork knot untangled, and I will not be losing 300 bucks on that, so whoopee there. I'm just lying in bed now feeling like doom is impending but realistically i know this is as nonrational as a stomachache. My brain is just having a moment. It will pass. But probably not yet, I have volunteering at the shelter and another short errand to run tomorrow which will only build this head of steam my anxiety's got going I expect. But eventually, perhaps later this week I'll be back to a more fundamentally calm state. Can't come soon enough. I'll do what I can to calm down todya of course, but that's generally not a winning battle.
Anyhow i'll wrap it up there, hope all are well.