Still struggling. Like what's the point anymore. Got really close to ending things. My ptsd is really consuming me. I'm not sure how to deal with that cuz I haven't really talked about it yet with my counselor. I hate the weekends bc I don't really have anyone to talk to.
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I will talk to you if you would like.
@dcgirl28 Have you tried journaling? It might help when you don't have anyone to talk to. I'm here to talk too, if you want.
I have tried journaling and its not helping anymore
@dcgirl28 Do you have anyone you can talk to besides your counselor?
Ya but not about feeling suicidal
@dcgirl28 Can you talk to your counselor about feeling suicidal? Or do you not want to?
I really don't want to...im scared what she'll say
@dcgirl28 Are you seeing a therapist or anyone or just your counselor?
Just a counselor...whats the difference? I go to see the psych doc on the 16th but honestly not sure if I'll make it until then.
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@dcgirl28 Is it a school counselor? I think therapist is more in professional settings and they deal with more serious conditions
I just want to say that you exist for a reason. You were born on this planet to be you and not existing is not an option. Know that your being here, with the rest of us flawed beings is much appreciated. Mucho love.
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Glad to talk anytime. Ptsd can get better. Talking with someone has helped me the most
*TRIGGER* so I backslid and did try to hurt myself but called my cop friend who talked me into committing myself bc I hadn't slept much in a week and wasn't thinking clearly so i felt like I was losing my mind and I was in the hospital for 3 1/2 days and im on meds now. Im doing a little better.
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@dcgirl28 hugs
I’m here love if you ever need to vent
That's great. What meds are you on? Glad they're helping
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Amitriptyline and I have ativan for panic attacks