stres rond up fealin gilty i am all gilt gult ovr yrs iv had bidin up finly xspldin in my hed
all whys
why didn i tak betr car of mom
why did i not stp her frm getin demsa/alz
why did i not tak betr car of my dad mayb e he wud stil be hear
why did i carz mt cuzn sush a horbl strok i did if only i tk her meds 2 her tht nit i no her sosn z fumin it me dnt no if thy still r i no shud of wak 3 mil ther 3 mil bac bt my xsu wz coz it wz dk nite cold it wz
i no few pele still dry drty on me ovr tht strok i carz my slf in cludd i am
why did i not tak betr car of hol famly wish i shud of dun i shud of bt y slf lst a lot or
no 1 can h a t e me thn i htd my slf so mush i feal lk i shud of bean hnfg for wot i dun or bt on deth row for wot iv dun i shud of tk betr car ofe vry 1 i feal lk a vil xsus of a hun bean
moms dm/az nevr goin 2 get betr if only id tk betr car of er
sorry i need aner rant 2 day thys is plase 2 do it i no but still im sorry
there is no reason for you to be sorry. Life cannot be lived full of guilt, so instead of thinking about what you should have done, try thinking what you can do now. Anything you could do to help yourself or those around you. And one of the best things is seeking support, so I'm glad you came here. I don't know if this helps but I'm here for you
@hopexo thnx iv let guilt bild up ovr ys