Stuffed up again yesterday

My partner has a property that is going to be let out to holiday makers. She was talking about setting up a meeting with someone to get advice on how to find tenants and I got jealous and irritated that she didn't invite me to go to the meeting with her. She is also getting a Euro passport and she has to go there to complete the process. I felt excluded and marginalized and I started brooding over it. Yesterday I drank nearly a whole bottle of whiskey and then I got into an argument with her about everything. It wasn't a bad argument, but it was enough to have a lot of tension between us now.

How do I get out of being so sensitive and petty? She also said how I try to rob her of her independence and it's like I want to take everything away from her so that she depends entirely on me, and she is probably right, I probably feel like that. What can I do? What's wrong with me?

Dear Deon,
I hope u feel better now.
I learned something from my ex-marriage: never discuss any issue unless you are calm, and know what to dicuss.

You made a mistake, because you were drunk, and sad, so u will say only emotions that are not related to rational thinking.

I feel that a woman hurt you in the past, so u r scared to repeat this story with you recent woman.

Let the past go, and do not assume what will happen, as long as u love ur woman and treat her right.

Start to focause on ur self, ur goals, ur friends.

Join any activity"dancing,yoga,swimming or even painting.

Live ur life, and let her be a part of your life, do not make her your life.

Hugs Deon ;)