And so I begin a new journey heading towards a happier/healthier life. Looking forward to it but of course a bit scared b/c I don't want to screw up anymore. Just need to keep a positive attitude!
good morning d gf.....make sure you keep us posted on how you do with the new program....i'm real excited for you. if you do make a mistake we'll be sure to beat you with a wet noodle....you'll do great, one day at a time sweet d gf.
Thanks so much! FYI: sometimes a wet noodle isn't enough...might have to deck me a broom every now and then LOL.
would,nt your mouth just drop if you turned around and saw a crazed middle aged lady with no teeth (i have dentures) on a runaway gurney with a broom headed your way...hhhmmm scared sober perhaps! not the broom part, but the crazed middle aged woman with no teeth lol!
lol I would welcome every second of that!!! :)
It's so nice outside here. BTW what state are you in? I just went and had a really great lunch with a couple of good friends. They were so sweet to me. Usually they'd order beer but since they know what's going on they so kindly declined any alcohol and had soda. I told them it's fine but they insisted to support me. I am a fan of beer and actually if that's what I drink I'm ok. It's when I choose jack and coke, crown and coke that gets me into trouble. It was just nice to be with them and have a few good laughs. They made me cry though when we were leaving. They each came up and hugged me tightly and told me they loved me and wished me all the best tomorrow at my first day with the new program. I truly do have the greatest support system around me and I'm incredibly thankful for that.
Now I'm home getting some laundry done. I have to say it's bit of an emotional day. One minute I'm ok the next I'm sad and lonely. It's all part of the grieving process I suppose and having to grieve 2 big things in my life in the same week has been hard but I'm doing it SOBER!!!! High fiving myself on that one!
hehehe d gf....i,m in texas honey bunch and it's real nice here today to 90 and low humidity it's gorgeous. ah lunch with friends sounds just perfect for today. see how loved you are!!!! and how kind are they to order soda in your honor. see a sign of respect for you and what your trying to achieve. next time you see them give them a hug from and tell them i said thank you for taking good care of d gf. you poor thing i so relate to the emotional ups and downs in your day and having your world blasted right from underneth you in the past week. but here you laundry and all sober getting ready for the next big step in the positive direction for your recovery. i'm so proud of ya hun, i really am...remember your d gf and you can do this. i was just thinking of superman leaping tall buildings in a single bound no no its d gf!!!!! hehehe and high 5 eh let's make it a hight 10!! i'm so excited for you, your embarking to another brave new world.....make sure to let us know whats up tomorrow. and if you get lonely tonight i'll be here hun.....lots of love.....