The first time was the hardest, I kept going over and over what could have been done differently I could't eat, I could't sleep, I was convinced my life wasn't worth it. I was at my lowest point. I tried apologizing my heart out and I meant every word, not because I was wrong but because the friendship meant so much to me. I pored my soul out and got nothing in return. Now history has repeated it self as it always does and now, I'm just numb.... am I going to find this person and apologize for what has transpired at my lowest am I going to pour my soul out again? Just to have them turn me down? No I have moved on from that. It still hurts like hell, but I'm not going to give them the benefit of seen how much I hurt. And I'm not going to hold on to someone who doesn't want to be heald
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I am so sorry you are going through this. Has this person made any efforts to understand or to repair any of the damage?
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@Aura82 He hasn’t