The moment I lost my two hour silence in the library I just feel the sense of wanting to go home horribly and my roommate/classmate just said to the other roommate, the draft was nothing it's all screwed up and useless and the teacher would hate it. They just started to rant about nobody is ever helping. What the heck do they want... I did all my part in the drafting, they did all the changing. What more? It's like living hell....
I feel you. College stresses me out so much, but I know that if I don't go I won't get a job I love. I'm just so sick of feeling this crushing weight pushing down on my chest. I agree, it does feel like hell.
No problem, and you definitely are not alone. My college is literally a pool of stress, almost everyone here has some form of anxiety or mental health issue. I actually have a tough time dealing with people too, most of the time I don't even want to leave my dorm, but that makes me feel even worse bc my college is for over achievers and everyone here makes me feel like I should be doing more.
It sucks that those problematic people are always around you. I'm lonely and sick of myself too, and I too am under so much pressure. I try to say that we'll all get to where we're meant to be eventually, but it's hard to stay focused and not feel this constant anxiousness all day when I'm at school. And ugh I can completely relate with all the projects you were talking about. I have so many too and they all suck!