The voices in my head didn't like what I wrote in my diary. I wrote the truth. I don't care what they think, it's the truth. That bible ruined my life, and so I burned it. It felt great! I feel like Satan, God Jesus, whatever are all the same. NONE of them care. They might as well be the same person. If God really cared, he wouldn't watch a child be molested in a church, or watch people commit suicide. I don't believe that there is a God, if I did believe that I wouldn't be here right now. I have to do what's best for me, ya know? New beliefs, new mindset, and supporting others while getting my voice out there. I grew up in a religious cult and that was the start of it all.
It is hard to balance a religious belief with all the truly bad there is out there in the world.
@CKBlossom Yes it is. I now go to a Unitarian church near my house that doesn’t use the bible at all. Unitarians had this huge movement in the past to stray away from alll that crap.