I am a 47 year old woman . I was homeless for 2 years because I wanted to get loaded. Yesterday I checked into recovery. And I know this is it for me. I just want to say no matter what keep trying. Life wasn't meant to be lived the way we addicts do. It robs you of self, spirit, knowledge, joy, and happiness. We all know this. I pray for you all to no matter what keep trying its bound to work. We are the most selfish addicts ever. And it's not fair to those who love us. When you get out of self and start doing for others the high is much better then the one I was chasing. God Speed!!
Ahsumgurl