This is a new venture for me. Not sure about it. I am not a

Mental Health Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
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This is a new venture for me. Not sure about it. I am not a young person but I want to live what ever years are left. I have been alone for 17 years. I understand, but people, including loved ones back off when you can't put up a happy front.

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I understand what its like to constantly have to put on a mask for others. To have to hide how you really feel. It takes alot of energy to do so. Its exhausting at times. You aren't alone in that feeling.

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To break down is to run people off. It is easier to stay indoors and alone.

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I was outgoing most of my life. I don't know where it went.