This is my 1st time on line.. It seems hard to actually get

This is my 1st time on line.. It seems hard to actually get any human connection in my life! Ive been an addict since I was 13 yrs old. Im goin to be 35 the end of this month. Drugs seem to be the only constant thing in my life. I have no friends,no lover & family is fake. I have addictive personality & I hate to feel because it hurts!! But drugs are making me look like **** & I don't want to die!

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you have to find something to hold on to

I suggest rehab. Only way out except death.