This is my first post. I guys I've been binge eating for lon

This is my first post. I guys I've been binge eating for longer then I can remember. Ever time I look in the mirror, I just see fat. Well I'm fat. And then I eat because it makes me feel better for a little while. Then I'm fat again. It's like I'm in a dase while eating. I've just started making myself throw up. It's like a burning feeling. Does it ever go away?

Welcome, I'm glad you found this page and I hope it helps! I joined four days ago and I feel like it is already helping me so much! I feel the same way when I binge, and the lack of control makes it seem like an out of body experience. Most of the time when I am binging I don't even taste the food, and before I can swallow what I have in my mouth I am already shoving more in. You are not alone, and we can get through this! Hope today goes well for you!