This is the first time since being aware of my BPD that I have been in a relationship and I feel like I'm going crazy. I don't know what is my boyfriend and what is just in my head. I know that when he leaves and it feels like everything is backwards that's me and not him. But when he's distant or mean, I can't tell if it's all in my head
Don't give up... We are there for you... Hope you've consulted with a therapist