Time slips quickly through my early existence. It's hard not to believe that it's been longer than it meant to. I've got friends who like me, and a mother who loves and needs me. I love them all and wish to the best for them, but I, myself, feel like I watch my own slow death after my soul has been flayed, but with everyone and my own self in denial.
hugs and support to you. I am glad you have supportive people in your life to help you through this rough time.