I think I can say my EDNOS has come to an end. Maybe not completely, but I've got better things to do with my time. I'm young and in love, why should I waste my time concerned about how huge my thighs are? They help me get through the day anyway.
There is so much more to life than counting calories and fasting. If I eat a little too much of something, I can move on. Even if I eat half a family size bag of chips, I know that I won't wake up the next morning obese.
I was way out of perspective. I adjusted so many things and I was struggling in school and missing school and sick all the time last year. Why? I was dying to be thin. Was it worth it? Well, my weight skyrocketed once I stopped and that only made me more depressed.
But it's almost a new year, and I think that I am more than ready to move on. I've got this. I can do this and this is going to be a great year.
I'm going to continue seeing a Eating Disorder specialist until the end of this school year just to make sure I stay on the right track.
Happy New Year to everyone and I wish you good health and all the best!