Honestly I don’t know why i’m still alive anymore. I’m going to die soon and I can feel it. I made my friend mad the one fried who could get me to sleep at night when all I wanted to do was hurt myself. I made him mad so I hurt myself and I hate myself for it. Honestly I know i’m going to die soon so it’s not that bad. I am just waiting for my medications to be a higher dosage so I can die
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I know things must feel really tough right now. Even when it seems like nothing will help, reaching out or finding new support can sometimes make a difference. If you’re open to it, you could explore online psychiatry services—it might be worth a try.