Tired

Ive been meaning to write here for a bit, i always start to write in my head but i don’t think i make sense and i just want to vent i think. Im just tired of existing, of everything. We need money to exist and we need to work to get money and all. I complained about this before and i cant seem to get the thought out of my head. I think my depression got worse, i dont like anything anymore, im never satisfied and i dont know what to do about it. I feel like im always down, without energy to do stuff but still having to do stuff because thats what being adult is, you do things because you have to.Jobless, on the hunt, but you know when youre searching for something and you kinda dont want to find it? Thats me rn. I

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Are you aware that you have anhedonia?

Yep

Have you considered consulting with a healthcare provider? They might recommend getting blood tests done to determine the cause of anhedonia. If you’ve done that, then what treatment were you given?

Of course i did, i dont have money to do that now. I need to do some blood tests but idk if they will show anything, its probably just depression

Anhedonia IS a symptom of depression. There’s more info about it. Anhedonia: What It Is, Causes, Symptoms & Treatment

I know about it thanks

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No problem. I wish there was something else you could afford to get treatment without charge.

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How have you been?

College work needed to be done. I had assignment to watch a Russian movie, which I needed to detect any pop culture symbols used in the movie. It’s for pop culture class.

Russia has pop culture?! Who knew :slight_smile:

Pop culture class? What do you study? Idk any movies but theres a show i liked on netflix thats russian, its called “better than us”, did you watch the movie already? What did you watch?

Are you american?

Well, pop culture doesn’t have to be an American thing - it’s all over the world!

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The whole notion of pop culture class, is basically discuss history and evolution of pop culture in decades, such as fashion, music, video games, TV, movies, technology, literature, etc.

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Iim very curious to know what you will write about it, if you can share with us after its done im eager to read it

Are you asking if I should show my assignment?

Im asking if you can show it

It’s all written in Lithuanian, but I can explain the whole concept, if you want.

If you have the patience i would love to, i would love to see in your native language as well, ive never seen it before