Today is a crappy day. Mostly because of the emotions of trying to set up my room. I moved out of the main bedroom two weeks ago. Today trying to rearrange the office to fit a bed for myself. And get it organized. The emotions are terrible. I know I caused pain and hurt. I know it sucks. We spend about half the time talking about things instead of working. It raises more emotions. It is really my fault. I deserve the anxiety and stress, her dirty looks, the glares of hatred. The accusations of the moving of stuff is my fault. It is my fault.
The good news for me, I am holding myself accountable, taking steps to get a sponsor, to get tracking software on my phone. To get things set up for our business . I am working to be better.