Today is a high anxiety night. I'm afraid I will never be ab

Today is a high anxiety night. I'm afraid I will never be able to be intimate with my DH again without fear and anxiety that I passed it to him. I feel like o can't enjoy our sex life and we can't do things we used to. Sometimes I wonder if it would be better for him to leave me. I think I'm more confused that he is still here.

If he cares for you, he will stay with you and be supportive. and if he has stayed with you then it shows he cares about you. and like my friend told me that it's not just about the sex it about being supportive and being there emotionally and mentally thats what counts