Today is day one of no more weed. I tried to quit cigarettes too, that lasted a couple hours. I bought parliaments instead of Newports at least. Even though it's been a couple weeks since I last used dope, I am having strong cravings today. If my dopehead boyfriend hits me up I may very well relapse. I don't think I should even still be with this guy, he's not trying to get clean at all. He is very resistant towards change. As we all are, but he has the means to quit and get clean. He just doesn't want it bad enough. Meanwhile I'm contemplating going cold turkey off methadone. I guess that separates the ones who want sobriety from the ones that actually attain it. I noticed my patience wearing thin today and I had to keep telling myself to just breathe. I need new friends, I'm very lonely. I am trying to embrace gratitude and the future as I want it to be, it's hard to change your thoughts. I think I can make some progress if I stick to it long enough.
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I hope you are doing well and sticking to your goal!
@Sunshine_Daydreamer . I am using this for other reasons but saw it was also used for methadone withdrawal . Try decreasing the methdone every day instead of cold turkey . You want to succeed. http://www.acetyllcarnitine.info/
@PerfectStorm I can’t because my clinic won’t taper me because I smoke weed. So ridiculous.