Hi everyone! Its been awhile, I have moved into my new place, celebrated my birthday for the first time in 20 years without my best-friend (my husband) and this week was the first meal I prepared without the microwave. I feel that each day, its hour by hour, just putting one foot in front of the other. Then there are days when the feet stay either in bed or on the couch. Life looks very different that a year ago, when my beloved spouse was planning a surprise birthday party for me, which of course I knew about. WOW!!!!!!
Its funny, people look differently too.... but all is well and I will continue and trust in the Lord!!!!
Say a prayer for me and I will keep you all in my prayers as well. BTW I did join a local monthly support group.
This is the hardest thing in life to go through. There is always a question why it had to happen, but no answer. Only Our Lord knows when and why. We have to accept and believe,say a prayer and look toward the future, continue our journey.God bless you and give you strength, hope and happiness.
My husband bleed to death 3months ago today due to a complication from an elective proceedure. Guess I am angry as had a heated argument today at store with someone. They were right but I was just in a mood. Mad at him for leaving me but under it all is pure grief and tears. Know our Lord is in control and will get me and my 2 teens thru this as HE has always been there for us in past. I just wish I could have been there and insisted they go back in and stop the bleeding sooner. Now I just miss the simple things in life like just talking or holding hands. God Bless all of us!