*trigger warning*i went nuts today ,i was gonna kill myself ,i was crying and yelling and hiding a razor in my pocket so i could sneak away and end my life,wtf is wrong with me?
Please don't. You're so awesome. The world would lose a very nice person if you died
thank you polo ,i just dont feel awesome ,i keep letting my daughter and my fiancee down ,i should be better ,i should be able to control my ilness instead of it controlling me ,i cant bring my self to take meds or go to a therapist cause i feel like i dont deserve the help