****TRIGGER WARNING**** I've already skipped breakfast an

Mental Health Eating Disorders & Body Dysmorphia
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****TRIGGER WARNING****

I've already skipped breakfast and know I need to eat. But it's so painful and I really don't want to... If I don't I probably will go the next few days without anything. :/

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I have been there. Food was poison. But you need to try to eat a little at a time, at least. Don't beat yourself up for it. Try to takw it as a victory

I have been recovered from anorexia and bulemia for 10 urs and it almost killed me

You can do it

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Thank you for your kind words. I will try to eat. I just feel so ashamed and my mom keeps threatening to stuff a feeding tube down my throat. I mean she had freakin Anorexia and she still treats me like this!

My mom knows that I am horrified of feeding tubes. But it just makes me more withdrawn and scared of eating for some reason.

Sorry for rambling.

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@Yellowrose10 that was a good post.

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I really hope you are right. However, she also calls me an Anti Christ, said that I should kill myself, and also blames the to be divorce between my her and dad on me. (promised myself I would never kill myself after the first attempt.)

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@MCRandBVBsavedmyLife please don’t even think about killing yourself. why a mother would ever say that to her child is beyond me.

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@Yellowrose10 agreed.

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Hello, I am new on here but I would like to offer my support to you. You may have already but have you thought about joining the support group on here for Narcissism? I think it could help as well. The reason I say this is I instantly recognised what you wrote about comments your mother said to you - mine has said the same type of things to me. It has taken me a long time to realise she is a narcissist. You are not on your own. Best wishes

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@escapegoat welcome to the group. nobody should have to go through a life like that hearing that kind of stuff from your parents. but you are not on your own believe me.