[Trigger Warning] Well I might've killed my best friend

[Trigger Warning]
Well I might've killed my best friend...I think I accidentally triggered her..to umm kill herself....its all my fault I started drinking and I'm contemplating cutting my wrists and just ending it

Even if you did trigger her, it was her action. I actually get how you feel, something similar happened to me... Just remember, dealing with your pain will help

like miles2go says it's not really your fault even if you triggered her. she has to be responsible for her own decisions in life. don't end it just yet. give yourself another try.