**TriggerWarning**
I'm overwhelmed right now . I almost cut myself. I know why right b4 iGot my utensil . I have always felt alone and still do. I live with my boyfriend, his mother & his sister with our child. I'm in a state miles away from my family. I dont have a room the only room I can have privacy in is the bathroom. I just get tired of not having somewhere to go to b alone quiet and dark.
I dnt even wanna talk anymore.
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Library is a good place to escape. You can read or browse online. =)
That's closed when iGet off. I love the library. I'm still new in this area as well. Thankx
Have you tried a park to provide tranquility , nature and so on. You can face time with your family if you miss them. Download apps on your phone that can help you do this. You can plan also to get your own place for privacy also.
@Renesroom112 my family is not a “openly honest with one another” type of family. & its bs all the time. Not only do I feel lonely I dnt feel I can trust anybdy, so y trust ANYbody. Especially when I get beside my own Self… It’s complicated.
Thank you for sharing here! I'm glad that you didn't cut yourself. Lack of private space can be a big issue! I loved the library suggestion, but understand the work hours. Do you have a coffee shop nearby? I also love the park/nature suggestion. Do you enjoy exercise? I love listening to podcasts as I walk.
Is your boyfriend supportive?
@tlf777 yeah lol I live in hot AZ, iHate walking in this sun. So iDnt go to many leisurely places. I do go to an apt complex near by and watch the ducks in the pond with my daughter. That helps …
He is supportive , he’s aware of this thing. He told me once how he would just not say anything about something in particular so iDnt react in self harm…
It gets really difficult for the both of us.