TW! I quit cutting last year, but for the past two mon

TW!!!!

I quit cutting last year, but for the past two months I’ve been feeling so bad mentally (I keep reliving the night I was raped and everything I felt that night) that I just want to feel physical pain… I’m struggling every day and fighting myself so I won’t cut. I’ve resorted to pinching and scratching my arms and legs just to feel something other than this extreme mental pain.

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You are not alone - unfortunately! Some horrendous things have happened to you during your life, and that has set you on a long, hard climb out of the darkness. People DO make it back into the sunshine though, so don't lose hope. Keep nibbling away at the problems and bit by bit life will improve. Glad you found us here.

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@buddhabob thank you :heart: