Two nights ago I told myself: GET OVER IT! and all of the sudden, I felt better!!!
Yesterday I went to my psychologist and barely cried (huge improvement). I told her I was still very sad but also mad. Mad about the way he was making me feel, like our marriage didn't matter, like our vows didn't mean a thing... not knowing where he is or when he'll come back... making me feel so small and humiliated.
He told me on Friday he would be back today or tomorrow. I haven't spoken to him since. I'm wondering now if he is going to stay abroad longer and simply leave me waiting more.
Again I woke up sad ... just so sad
Hi...I can understand the emotional rollercoaster...but know you're not alone..we are here for you!
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@Ntotd14
Thank you. Its definitely an emotional roller coaster… he does not deserve my tears.