Um hi, I'm not really sure what to say here... I've been bulimic since I was 15 now 28 ... I'm worried i can't fix the damage I've done but I want to get better I've tried several times on my own not working...I also wanting to quit smoking ... I'm really lost no one and I mean no one knows...
I told my mom years ago, first, she was to one extreme trying to get me into in patient, then the next day, it's like I never told her. Then again last year, told her and my fiancé (now husband). Did some therapy with no improvement and still felt like neither ever checked in to see how I was doing or ever gave it a second thought, makes me feel like they don't even care. Broke down the other night and brought it up again so my husband, he says he is here to support me but I still feel so alone and I don't even know if it's possible to do this alone.
I know how you feel about worrying that you can't fix the damage you've done. Truth is, we can :) But the question that's haunting me now is: how can I fix it?