Until a year ago, whenever my brother talked down to me like I am inferior to him, or beat me even after I told not to, or shouted on me, or....well, the list goes on... Whenever such a thing happened, I used to console myself in pain or calm myself in anger by telling myself that all these things are only until Edward comes... Then, he will take care of everything... He will not let ur brother say one word against you or lay one finger on you.... But now, I don't have that anymore... Even after I told myself that Edward is no more, I have my home to go back to, that I have to endure the pain for only a few days until I get back on the train... But now I don't have that either.... I don't know when I will go back... I don't know if I can go back happily or not... I don't know if I will pass or not... What to do...
Why do you allow yourself to be with this monster at all?
You have to empower yourself, be strong enough to lift yourself back up from the ground. Have you thought about building a relationship with yourself? How's the relationship with yourself? If you respect yourself enough, you will stand strong and not let this happen to you. Get up and stay away from toxic people in your life, either they'd be family or friends. Don't be afraid. You have 2 choices: fear or love. Choose love.
@Ashwhole I did… I always choose love… But it is leaving more pain than fear… So lately I’ve been questioning my choices… I wish like hell that the choices I made were right… But who knows what’s right and what’s wrong? Only time will tell…
Yes, choose love girl. You got this! The next man for you is going to treat you like a queen and give you great orgasms at the same time. I hope that made you smile.
@Meekz92 it really did make me smile… Thank you… There isn’t even the first one though… I’m still waiting for the first one… For someone to notice me as a woman… Dono if it’ll ever happen…