Update: My mom said I can go see a therapist.. After a lot of convincing, she's not thrilled about it tho.. My dad is iffy about it too. I want to see myself as positive and truly get better, it's just going to take a lot of work, hopefully I can do it.
That's great that they've agreed to you seeing a therapist. I hope that'll be a help to you. It's good that you're working on making positive steps towards recovery and getting yourself the help you need.