Update on What is going On

Mental Health Eating Disorders & Body Dysmorphia
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Hello all,

Hi everyone, just wanted to give a quick update on my situation with my severe stomach pain/ naseau ----torment for 3 weeks...

Well, I am sad to say, the doctor couldnt figure anything out but the test results for an important test did not come in yet. HMMMMM. i thought for sure they would have. So, I went there---and nothing was done, really . MY doctor, as great as he is, did not know what to say/ do. Yes my worst fear has been confirmed...my doctor just might not know what is going on or what to do. oh boy... Just what I was so anxious about. And the part I hate the most--he said "well, you dont LOOK sick", ughhhhh. I wish people knew you dont have to look sick to have something wrong with your abdominal area/ digestion.

I cant beleive it, really ---BUT he did not get the test results in yet, so--we will see when that comes in ...

I am quite annoyed and ---ughhh scared. What if I cant fight this on my own and what if no one can figure this out???Ii do think it may be a possibility of something bad I ingested, but I am not sure. Stomach still hurts, a tad better with the new medicine but still pain, naseau , sharp pain in the stomach and right side.
I kinda dont know what to think.
I kinda dont want to think about this...I cant go on eating such small amounts to 'cure' this. It is insane.
I am very sad, here.... but I'll try to stay afloat.

I am so tired of writing about this, and want to get back to my happier posts and such, I feel bad cause I usually like writing about happier things and I feel bad if my posts are downing. Before I would only write something if I deemed it absoultely perfect---now I have changed that ----so I can be myself more and not write so 'perfectly' all the time. I hate the fact I may be compalining on here, yet all you all have made such a great difference through all of this pain...So for that I am grateful for.

So, I can only hope for the best and wait for the results. I guess I may have to be the one to research this and cure it on my own, sigh...

thanks , so much for listening ....you are all positively beautiful ....and incredible.

Love
Maureen

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You need "House." I just watched this week's episode and thought of you. Whenever there is something wrong with me I always go searching on the internet to find the cure. I used to spend all of my time looking for cures for my "fatness" haha but I don't need to waste my time with that any more.
I am keeping my fingers crossed for you that the results come in very soon and have an answer. I hope you feel better!

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I love 'House'! I lead my support group on Monday evenings, so my husband DVRs it, and we watch it the next night...♥
Anyway...Maureen..I'm sorry you are still so ill, and that your doctor has no firm answers. I hope the one test comes back with something that he can work with. I don't want there to be something serious wrong, but I also hope you can get some answers.
Does your doctor have any idea when the results of the remaining test will be back?
Please keep resting, and take care of yourself.
Thinking of you....Jan ♥

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Maureen,

sorry no results came back. And I am so sorry you are still so sick :( I hope the tests come back with something just so this whole thing can be figured out. Stay strong and rest! Thinking of you

allee

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Hi Maureen,

I'm sorry you are still feeling sick and that your test results are not in yet. I hope that things work out for you. im glad that you have allowed yourself to not write so perfectly all the time because you are human and you will have bad days. Its ok to write about your struggles. You are not complaining you are worried and that is why its important for you to share on here so that we can support you with this. I wish you all the best and I hope you hear something soon. Hang in there and keep sharing :) Nicole

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thanks all so much my freinds!

yes i do need the doc from 'house' now, do you know i got scared of that show cause mysterious things were happening to me, even way back when? haha... but yeah, i wonder how i can call him, huh? although that guy from house seems a tad on the grumpy side---huh? ha..

guess what guys--i think i very well may ahve solved the problem on my own. on my own! i think i figured it out, but i am not quite sure, but all these happenings got me to thinking---HEY WHAT if it is something i am ingesting that is really bad and causing me to get sick and not be consciously aware of???? a lot of brainpower went into this one as I BECAME THE DOCTOR FROM HOUSE! and if i solve this one, i give myself a pat on the back, ha....ha...

there was BLACK mold on my old cutting board, and i thought it odd... that i would get violently ill when my fiancee would prepare something from there or i would cut some fruit on there.... hmmmmmm we didnt notice it until the last couple days and mind you theh house is always clean as i just cleaned it all and disenfected it all the way recently but i left out THE MOST IMPORTANT aspect of it----the cutting board! we noticed mold and especially black mold growing on the sides of it, and i was like ---wow that would explain everything! and it could be fatal,a nd yes i totally could have died cause it is like ingesting sheer poison! it is funny how i havent been as bad since i threw that cutting board out and got another one. i mean, i am still sick, im still naseous and in pain and losign fluids but not as horrid as before, still bad not as bad....

wow, that time i was throwing up for 5 hours----i was not havinga flu for petes sake--i was actually dying! and if i ahd died from it, no one would have a clue, maybe not even the doc from house! wow, i mean , who would have thought? boy was i lucky, so this is my theory and i could be freakin wrong here--but if the test results come back neagative inthe next couple days, then that has to be it.
i so could have died, boy did i get lucky, no wonder i was in so much pain!it is a tad embarrassing not noticing that mold on the cutting board, since we do keep the house so clean, but i guess stuff like that can happen and you cant see it til you look CLOSE.

if this is the case , it will take time for me to heal, ughhhh...

i could be wrong, really but this is my thoughts, and if i am right, then heck i could help the doctor from house!hahhahahhaha

love ya hons really i do and thanks so mcuh for your unbeleivable support--i adore you all!

love
maureen

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Hey Maureen: So glad you are starting to feel a bit better! The mold on the cutting board theory: Wasn't your fiance sick also? and did he not eat from the same cutting board? that would lend more evidence that you might be correct. Although I have no idea what mold would do digestively. Anyway, I am still praying for you and thinking of you hon!

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most molds are actually not that bad if you ingest it, like say bread for example--but if the mold turns black, then it can be poisonous. it can have a number of sypmtoms incuding naseau, abdominal pain, and can actually damage your digestive system as well as bronchial affects----hey hey --doesnt my fiancee have---brochitis???? although he really may have gotten that from the schools he works in. anyway, hmmm the fact he didnt get sick, maybe i am jsut more sensitive, and he is larger so it didnt affect him , i dont know, we will see but i must say it is funny i dont feel as bad as when i would eat something from that board. i am still sick and so rund down naseous and in pain, but i see a tad improvement...

love ya girl,

maureen

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Oh I am so sorry this is dragging on for so long for you! I am so happy you are a little better, any sign of improvement is better than nothing. I hope they can give you resolution and help you to heal soon!! xo