I’m going to be working on distorted thoughts again.
I wish there was an easy way to work on them daily. I was thinking about carrying a notebook with me for this purpose.
I had another interview for a job that I felt was a perfect fit, but I didn’t get it.
I need to not let my trauma ruin things for me.
I’m still a little nervous to have my surgery in 6 weeks. Maybe it’s because I’m afraid that something bad is going to happen to me while I’m asleep (I mean someone hurting me. if you know what all happened to me in the past-you’d understand how I feel.) Also, it’s a new thing so it’s understandable if I feel nervous. I did have a more severe surgery when I was little though, and I don’t remember it (luckily). That was because something bad happened to one of my organs, but I’ve been ok that way ever since.
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It is so awful when you know you would be a great fit for a job and they just pass you up, it is frustrating, but that is how it goes, don’t give up. Try to find the HR director of wherever you are applying on LinkedIn and send them a personal message. Sometimes it helps.
Surgery is terrifying, if your anxiety gets really high, or even moderate, you can ask your doctor for something prior to the surgery so that you can get a good night sleep before hand. We are here for you. All the best-SG
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The right career will work out when it’s supposed to.
You have the right attitude Sami!
I’m just working on some of my other goals too.
Summer is coming up soon too so maybe there be a lot more job posts that I can apply to so I can get more interviews and move forward more with this process. Also, I thought about calling some restaurants in my area to see if they are hiring. I need to not rush things even if I want to scratch it off my goal list eventually it will happen.
As for right now I’m recovering from a sickness. I’m trying to get back on track with everything.