@Justplaintired tried that. due to a past history, they stop listening to you and lock you up no matter what.
Sorry :/
@Justplaintired such is life. one I don’t want to see anymore
Please don't say that.... Don't give up.... I know u don't see it now but things will get better
Do you have siblings/ parents that can talk to you. I'm sure they love you. If you're thinking about suicide, please watch some youtube videos about what it does to the family left behind. It is a wound that never heals. You don't want that to be your legacy, sweet one.
@annieamygdala can’t talk to famly about it. as they are against mental health. they like me as long as my grades are above 3.5. I bombed that when mental issues happened.
ive lived on that for a while.now I don't believe it without a formula and fact specifiec to my own problem. death is inevitable. and the humans can control the time.
You are MORE than your illness. You are still young. You ARE loved. Don't believe the s* it your brain is telling you, because its NOT true. One day at a time. And if you need to leave your roommate, do it. You have more life ahead of you and more possibilities that you CANT see right now. Get a dog, dogs love you no matter what and god knows dogs need us, there's so many animals that need us in shelters. If you don't have money, you can foster one and all the bills are paid through the shelter. Just tell them you're in desperate need for a friend.
@annieamygdala the appartment complex has strict rules on dogs. I really want a dog.
I know, bbut I am too attracted to her.
Animals are a great stress reducer. Some little furry cute thing would love to have you to be with. God gave us many gifts, the ocean, the sunsets, pets so we can survive our deep sorrows and disappointments.
@annieamygdala yeah, but I cant have one
yeah... i guess
@Pathetic I suspect that this person may be toxic to you and you may need a different situation with someone more compassionate because she sounds self centered. I don’t like that she yelled at you not cool.
im more toxic than she will ever be
@Pathetic No you’re not, stop blaming yourself. Its NOT your fault. We ALL have problems and I know you feel very alone, but trust me, I have huge problems and my husband loves me. Sometimes I don’t know why. But you are clearly MORE than your illness, okay? Say it, I am MORE.
my family doesn't show it.
I am really tired now...
@Pathetic Take care dear.