Was supposed to be 18 weeks and two days today but found out last Tuesday I miscarried at 15 weeks. This morning I went in for a D & E and not feeling too bad physically but because I have a 4 year old and 8 month old I'm finding it hard to really let my emotions run free and they seem to come out in little burst. I'm very torn up about it but trying to be strong for my kiddos and husband. Wasn't a planned pregnancy but still a very wanted child. I don't really know what I am supposed to do or feel then all of a sudden I just start crying....
I am sorry you are going through this, I hope you feel that you are loved. Miscarriages are hard i held 2 of my friends' through 2 of them. All i can say i promise you it will get better. The most important thing is not to bottle and hide your emotion live in the moment if you feel like crying do, share with your husband don't push him out. suppressed emotion have a way to get out from where you are hiding them. depending on how far you pushed them the explosion would be great.