Well. I ended up relapsing and haven't stop since Friday. :(

Well. I ended up relapsing and haven't stop since Friday. :(

I've been there before, but there is a way out. I used to mutilate myself alot when I was about 18 and then I became a Christian...but that didn't fix everything...I still cut and burned myself. Eventually I stopped and was good for a good couple of years. It wasn't until I was about 24 did I start cutting again. I was going through a difficult time trying to process the sick things my pastor had done to me for over 4 years. I worked through it eventually in a healthy way. To keep me from cutting up my arm again I got a small tattoo on my wrist that had a special meaning to me. It serves as a reminder and stops me from cutting. What you are felling when you cut is a small satisfaction and release from the pain, but then you feel more pain when that passes. Try to find meaning in what you are going through.

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